May 2012
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chapter 23
I pulled away from him. “No Harry, I can’t..” he looked a bit surprised and hurt, so I hurried to add “I.. I’m not ready.. not yet”. I sat up and covered myself up with the blanket. “You know.. a month ago I hadn’t even kissed a guy. I mean, sex; it’s like another dimension to me.” “I know.. it was stupid” he tried to act cool, but I could see that he was a bit disappointed “I’m really...
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chapter 22
When I stood there on the roof of Murano, under the starry sky, making out with the boy of my dreams, I realized how true it was, what I’d just told him. I had everything a girl could ever dream about and I was perfectly happy. There was only one thing that I feared in this relationship now; the distance. The thought about going home tomorrow and leaving Harry behind was unbearable. I tried to...
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chapter 21
The entire evening went by just perfectly fine and I got along really well with everyone; the boys, their families and girlfriends. I was just going to the ladies room when I noticed someone behind me. “Susann wait, I need to talk to you..”
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I turned around and Niall came walking towards me. “What do you want, Niall?” I asked and was tempted to just walk away from him, but I figured he...
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chapter 20
Even though I was really angry at Niall for lying right into face, I was really glad that Harry had been drunk, because that meant that nothing in the pictures was real. When I realized this I almost threw myself at Harry and kissed him. He leant over me and returned the kiss eagerly. “I’ve really missed this..” he whispered into my ear and I giggled.
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“So anyway, congrats with an...
April 2012
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chapter 19
Maybe it was just me? Maybe Harry wasn’t unsatisfied at all. I’d almost convinced myself that I was just imagining this when I heard someone whisper behind me. “He was probably so nervous because of this girl who is being a total bitch to him. Susann or whatever she’s called, the girl he tweeted about. I bet it’s her fault Harry’s feeling so miserable right now”.
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When the show was over,...
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chapter 18
I found my straightener and used it to curl my long hair. I’d never done this myself before, but Ane loved to curl my hair because it was so long and straight, so I’d watched her do it sometimes. When I was done, I put on some makeup and even a little bit of light pink lipstick. I was officially ready to face Harry on the outside, but on the inside on the other hand, I wasn’t quite as sure.....
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chapter 17
I was just done drying my hair, and I lay down on the bed to check my twitter before I went to sleep. To be honest, I wasn’t really into this whole twitter thing, but my friends had forced me into making an account and after I met Harry I’d been using it a bit more often as well. He and the rest of the band were totally addicted and they used their twitters to keep in touch with all the fans. I...
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chapter 16
“Was Harry sober on that party or not?” I had a little hope that he’d been so drunk he couldn’t even control what he was doing. Niall took a long pause before he answered my question. “Yes… he was completely sober” he had a weird look on his face when he gave me the answer. It was like he was trying to hide something, but I couldn’t figure out what it was.
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We’d both gotten really lost in...
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chapter 15
“He hasn’t broken up with you yet, has he?” Ida asked, almost in shock. I couldn’t manage to speak, so I just shook my head. I couldn’t believe I’d fell for his games. I should have known this from the very start; that he was just another teenage boy who was playing with any girl he could find and then moved on to the next one on the list. Our long talks, kissing and goodbyes had just been a part...
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chapter 14
Deimante was just standing there waiting for me to either answer her back or have a break down. Even though I honestly had to say I was close to a break down, I didn’t want to give her that satisfaction. No matter what I said she would use against me anyway, so I didn’t know what to do. “You’re unbelievable” was the only thing I said, before I turned around and made my way out of the crowd,...
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chapter 13
Later that night I remembered that I’d completely forgotten about asking Harry about Deimante. I was about to pick up my phone and text him, but I figured to just leave it. He’d seemed like his old self again at the airport today and I didn’t want to ruin that. Was it that important anyway? That bitch didn’t have the rights to interrupt us and our relationship. She should just stay away and mind...
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chapter 12
“Wait.. what? Back to London?” I let go of his hand. He looked hurt and he obviously understood that we’d had some misunderstandings. “But Susann, I both live there and work there. I’ve got an important job, remember?” Of course I knew this, how couldn’t I? How come the thought about him going back home to London hadn’t hit me until now? I was tired of all these emotions and drama, so I just...
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chapter 11
Even though I didn’t show it, I was a bit disappointed he hadn’t kissed me. Okay, he’d kissed me on my cheek, but I thought we were past that stage by now. Daydreaming back to the wonderful kiss last night, I started worrying if some of our magic had drifted away during the night.
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I forgot my worries as soon as we reached the picnic blanket Harry had laid down on the lawn, right by the...
March 2012
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chapter 10
“Anyway, I have to go home now” I said and waved shyly, before I turned my back to him. I’d just started walking when he hugged me from behind and whispered into my ear. “I guess I’ll see you around, then?”
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I almost flew on a pink cloud all the way back home, lost in my own little wonderland. Fortunately I’d just been gone for half an hour, even though it felt like decades, so Ane and Ida...
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chapter 9
“Why haven’t you been returning any of my texts?” Harry demanded to know. I kept quiet and looked down on my feet, afraid to answer him. He put his hands on both sides of my face, forcing me to face him. “If you don’t like me and don’t want me to bother you anymore, just tell me. I just need to know, so please”. He cleared his throat and repeated the three letters that I feared the most “Why?” ...
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chapter 8
I was almost about to fall asleep when a text popped in on my iPhone and almost made me jump out of my bed. “Looking forward to seeing you again;-) x.” It was from Harry. Oh man, I said and crushed my face into my pillow. Still I couldn’t help but smile, but I didn’t have any idea what to do…
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“Harry Styles” I typed in on Google on my mac book. I was in history class and the stuff we...
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chapter 7
“Louis, it went alright!” Harry bragged into the phone. Oh man, I thought. He was reporting it to his soul mate? I’d never been a One Direction fan, but it was impossible to not know about Larry Stylinson. “Tell your boyfriend I say hi!” I teased and lay back down on the lawn, what a weird day this had been.
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Harry and I chilled on the lawn for hours, talking about absolutely everything....
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chapter 6
I lay down on the lawn and watched the clouds fly over the blue sky. I’d almost fell asleep when someone coughed “I wasn’t sure if you would show up.” —
Harry sat down on the lawn right next to me, but not too close. “Right back at ya” I answered and realized how stupid it sounded. “Hah, I didn’t really ask you to come here and then not show up myself” he ensured me, shrugging. I smiled...
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chapter 5
I grabbed my jacket and left McDonald’s. On my across the parking lot I spotted Deimante, one of my least favorite people. She wasn’t just make-up with a face on it, she was also a bitch to everyone except her friends, and I think she was in a relationship with Harry before he got famous. She told everyone that ending their relationship was a mutual decision, because Harry was too busy with the...
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chapter 4
I figured I should just sit down and wait for them, so I sat down on the lawn and took the piece of paper up from my pocket again. I had to check out those miraculous autographs that everyone was so crazy about. At first I could see nothing but doodles, before a few words in the downer part of the white paper caught my attention. Oh man, my heart skipped a beat as I indicated the words. What the...
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chapter 3
“Nah, sorry… I don’t really hang out with strangers” I replied dryly and started walking. “And I have to get home now, but it was nice meeting you.” I waved and smiled polite, before turning my back to him. “But.. but, wait..” he stuttered. Omg, it was so obvious he wasn’t used to getting rejected, I thought to myself. What a jerk, he deserved it. I hoped that I wouldn’t ever meet him...
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chapter 2
“Susann, are you there?” she asked. “Yup, still here…” I lay down on the couch and reached for the remote control, zapping through the channels. “So, are you ready for some serious stalking?” Oh man, I thought and crushed a pillow in my face. Couldn’t I just fast forward in time, so that I wouldn’t ever have to experience this upcoming week at all?
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It was 7 PM and I was down by the river...
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chapter 1
«OMG! I can’t believe One Direction is coming here for a signing next week!” Ida squealed. “I know right, it’s going to be the best day of my life!” Ane agreed “they haven’t been here in forever and Harry even lives here, so I’m so glad he gets to come home for a bit.” I just continued chewing my food, ignoring my two best friends who were fangirling right next to me in the cafeteria. It was in...
February 2012
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“Flight to London is taking off in 15 minutes, please get to your gate” a woman announced over the speaker. I was at the airport, just ready to take my first ever flight on my own. While I walked towards the gate, I could feel the butterflies go crazy in my stomach. I couldn’t believe I was actually heading to the United Kingdom, more specifically - London. I’d been...
